Changed my blogskin but it's screwed.
Just realised my estimation sucks because I had to move the boxes around like 10 million times before I got them to where I wanted.
Epic fail.

Anyway too lazy to edit now will continue when I feel like it.
It's still ok righhhhht.

On the other hand,
I can finally access Blogger again but now I can't go to Google.
My lappy hates me I swear.
Fly away love 12:14 AM

A lot and nothing has been happening in my life.

My great grandmother just died.
Though I wasn't close to her I guess it kind of hit me real hard that she's gone, when I saw her body.
I don't know, I guess it just hit me that a life just ended there.

The monk there gave a speech in chinese and I was rly trying to catch something but I sort of fell asleep.
But I did catch this:

You can prepare for life and say that by next year I'm going to buy a house. By the next 10 years I'm going to have 'x' amount of money in my bank account. But have you ever thought that you could die tomorrow? Or next week? What about that?

And I guess he's right.
What about that?
What if I die tomorrow?
Would I say that I went w no regrets,
Or would I be contemplating about all the wasted time and unfinished tasks?

I guess it gave me sort of a wake up call.
Even thought I have no idea what I'm doing w my life,
I think I'm going to work hard next year and for once in my life concentrate on my studies.
Righhhht.




Pull a silly face and move on.


Anw, on the bright side (I guess)
I met my aunt's friend at the funeral and she signed me up for a competition.
So yeahhhhh.
Tomorrow's the second round and I need to go down.
Scared.
But I hope I'll make it through.
Fingers crossed xx.


I've been in such a quirky mood.

P/s: I really miss you.
Fly away love 9:52 PM

The worst thing in life is "Attachment", because it hurts so much when you lose it.
The best thing in life is "Loneliness", because it teaches you everything, and, when you lose it, you gain everything

Fly away love 12:31 AM

My stupid lappy is PMSing again and it won't let me go to blogger.com.
It shows me some search page for it.
I had this prob before then it went away but now it's back.
WHY?!　:(
Blogging on my iTouch.













Went to distribute flyers w Kimmie.
Amazingly she was only late once LOL.

Btw, I dyed my hair black again but it's dark brown.
I kinda like it, looks a bit highlighted.
Fly away love 10:04 AM

** Wtf, my com just shut down by itself when I was writing this damn pissed off I swear.
I have just learnt how to appreciate auto-save.




I am super pissed off now.
Wanted to do a dedication post but my lappy was having PMS and it's super laggy now I swear I almost threw it to the ground but my mum stopped me -.-"

It takes 6 fucking minutes to load a page and my Dad doesn't want to buy a new laptop for me because he says it can be fixed.

But no lor already try to fix so many times but can't.

-___________-"









....







Anw.
I missed the last day of school.
But nvm I'll be back on the 6th to collect streaming results :D
Anxious yet somewhat oblivious to that fact.

But I have to say that I'd definately learnt a lot this year, apart from the acadamics.
I learnt who are my friends and who are not,
And what life is.
I learnt how to handle different situations and different people,
And how to control my emotions.





So thank you 2/7.

Even though we aren't the 'smartest' class, or the 'top',
We definately have the best class in terms of character and people.
In my opinion at least.

And thank you very much to all my friends too.
You all really helped me through thick and thin.




Britt Sakina Me Narelle Kimmie



Diy Me Kimmie Lez Che Dionne Bec



Me Diy YF Che Bec Sam



Che Kim Dionne Lez and Ghost



Bec Che Dionne Me



Bec Che Me



Fel Me Narelle Britt



Me Fel Britt



Me Britt Fel



Top: Me Fel
Bottom: Eliza Mich Bec



Me Fel Kimmie Kim



Me Fel Kim Kimmie





I remember the first day I stepped into the class and I was like
'Fuck it, another school year. And w this class again -.-'

But slowly I changed my mind.
I think the whole class has grown,
One way or another.

We learned to work w each other better,
We learned to pick on each other's flaws and give them constructive criticism,
We learned to cheer each other up and have each other's backs,
And most of all,
I guess, we just learned to love each other.








Nat



Me Nat


Hi, Bimbo.

I just want to say a hugeee Thank You to you babe.

Thanks for being chairperson this year,
Thanks for helping me w my duties,
Thanks for being such an awesome friend.

I remember when Mr Ng put us next to each other in class and we both were so excited lol.
But we had so much fun passing notes in class and laughing like -,-

So thank you babe for helping me stay awake in class (well, sometimes anw)
:D




Britt



Me Britt


I guess I only got close to you like towards to end of the year.
But I'm glad I did.

I used to think you were a big ass bitch but I guess you're not so bad after all (HAHA ok don't slap me)

Thanks for all the therapy sessions :D
It was.. an experience.

Thanks for sticking w me through thick and thin,
And picking me up when I fall.

Thanks for always being there for me.

I really appreciate it babe :)




Sakina Britt



Britt Sakina


I can't find a single picture of Sakina because she doesn't want to take pictures by herself! -.-"

I first saw you when you came into this school for Netball training.

My first thought was like 'WTF, why is she making such a stupid mistake?! Out of all the 20+ CCAs you choose NETBALL?'

LOL.
And then you got transferred to our class,
I was like 'Omg another person? Our class no space laaaa.'

But I guess I seriously underestimated you.
When you got top in class I was like woah.

But thanks for always being so kind to me.
And for trying to teach me math.

'Sakina, do you understand what Ng is saying?'
'No.. I'm doing it by myself'
'-.-'




Kim



Kim Me



Me Kim


Hi bitch.

I rly hate you so I got nth to say about you.

Thanks for being there for me during training.
I know you get pissed off but thanks for the motivation.

Thanks for always crapping w me in class,
Sending notes etc.

And thanks for sending me home sometimes :)

But you're still a major bitch ok.
Everytime talk non-stop piss me off lah.

p/s: Let's go try shisha together! :)




Fel


Hahha hi baby.

Thanks for always being there to make me laugh,
And for understanding what I'm going through.

And er for keeping a list for me lol.

Thanks for always signing w me though you suck.
A lot.
(Ok joking I'm v bad too -.-)

Thanks for all the gummy bears
All the sweets
Cuz w/o them I'd fall asleep in class.

Hahha and thanks for always making my day better.
:D






Narelle


Hi you need to eat more.

Thanks for helping out w group work,
And for being there when I needed you to be.

And thanks for spamming each other's FaceBook w me.
LOL.

And please eat more.

Did I mention eat more?






Lez

Thanks for always joking w me in class.

The Mr Bean dance,
The sexy voices.

Hahha.
And your weird tasting water.

Thanks for not understanding Math w me,
And for failing Chinese w me.

'Hey what did you get for Chinese?'
'F9'
'SAME! Hi-5!'
'Hi-5!'

LOL.




Che



Me Che



Me Che



Che Me


Thanks baby for always listening to me whenever I needed a listening ear.

And thanks for always sharing sweets w me, hahaha.

Thanks for all your lovely hugs and kisses and for never failing to cheer me up.

I really appreciate it :D













Kimmie



Kimmie Me



Kimmie Me



Kimmie Me



Me Kimmie



Me Kimmie



Kimmie Me



Hi babe.

I don't know where to start thanking you.
You really helped me a lot this year and I'm glad that you came into my life.

Thanks for really pushing me on.

I actually didn't expect us to be this close,
Esp after you said I was talkative (>:[)

But really, thank you.
Thank you for sticking w me through thick and thin,
And for always being there for me.
Thanks for picking me up whenever I fall,
Because I really appreciate that.

w/o you I wouldn't have known how to survive emotionally through the year.

Thanks for always being my listening ear and my shoulder to lean on.

And thanks for all the apple and watermelon juices.
:P

And how's your angel? :D




....





Anw, I just wanna say I really big thank you for everyone in 2/7 and for those that I didn't mention I'm sorry but I didn't forget you.

Thanks Michelle, SY, Anthea, Eliza, Eugenia, Nat, Dionne and Elaine for all those fun recess times.

Thanks to the whole class comm: Nat, Britt, Anthea, Che, Lez.

Thanks to our class reps:
English Rep.: Gracine
Mathematics Rep.: Brittany
Science Rep.: Narelle
History Rep.: Nat(?)
Geography Rep.: Nat
Literature Rep.: Cheryl Poh
Art Rep.: Felicia
Drama Rep.: Kimmie
Chinese Rep. 1: Celestine
Chinese Rep. 2: Hui Wen
PE Rep.: Sharmaine

Thanks to our 'performing group': Gracine, Sharon, Celes, Britt, Sam.

Thanks to everyone for making my year in 2/7 so memorable.
Love you all xoxoxoxoxo :-*



p/s:



Muahahhaa.

p/s/s: I messaged Kim.

Me: Go read my blog.
Kim: Ok
Me: :D
Kim: Fucking bitch I love you.

LOL
Fly away love 9:19 PM






I miss the days when I was a kid.
I'd live every day worry-free and all I ever did was eat, sleep, shit.
But now it's like I can't go a minute w/o thinking of a problem be it a small one or a this-is-the-end-of-the-world one.

What happened to innocence?

I just it just gets taken from you,
Bit by bit as you grow up.

I don't know if I enjoy growing up or not.
I embrace the fact that w growing up comes more privilidges but on the other hand also encompasses responsibilities, risk and fear.

Hahaha what am I talking about.

I just guess the recent ups and downs have made me grow to be a better person (I hope)

Ok.
Weird post bye bye.
Fly away love 12:19 AM



Family

I've been reflecting quite a bit after I got my results.
I guess I should have studied,
But I do not regret not doing so.

I was unmotivated and adament and now I'm just reaping what I've sowed.

I am definately going to try to work harder next year.
I'll start with actually studying.
Lol.

Anw,
I'm glad I scrapped through.

I've decided to go to a combined science class.
Because I know I can't survive with pure science and A Math.

But I'll work hard.
I will try.
I will push on.
I hope.

Anw!
I've got a new found love: Archery
LOL.

It was damn fun I swear.

Ok I think school is super boring this week.
Go school sleep,
Come home sleep,
At night sleep.

Full time pig.
Fly away love 11:07 PM

Sianz, don't feel like going home cuz I know I'm going to die until cannot die already.

Got back some exam results.
Quite expected I guess cuz I didn't study.
Got F9 for chinese lolz
34.5/140 can it get any worse lol.
But I maintained A for English.
-wipes sweat-

When I saw the marksheet it was printed that I got 64 I almost fainted
Then Mrs Vincent said they printed wrong lollllz.

Ok I am bored
And having sore throat cough flu runny nose.
Urgh.
Fly away love 1:27 PM