i didn't know .i thought you really meant it .am i that invisible ?i thought .you were going to be by my side .well .it hurts .how do you mend a twice broken heart .pleasee .i know .even though i asked you to come here .you won't .but i don't mind .at least you were happy .a million fake smiles .never once true .until you came .and taught me how .i cherished every moment i had with you .but i guess i'm not that important to you anymore .now that i'm back .maybe i should just vanish again .you'll smile a gazillion smiles .while my heart breaks into a gazillion other pieces .i just want to know why .you chose to do it that way .i won't stop my mind from thinking of you .i won't stop my hands from writing abot you .i won't stop my mouth from talking about you .i won't give away your space in my heart .not now ,not ever .
xoxo 11:29 AM