hush baby i won't let you go ,

this is how it's gonna

flow .






damn pissed today .

i hate hate hate th history teacher .
now mre than ever .



but ,
i love to piss her off .






but still ,
she sucks ): .





netballed .
i hate ashwani D: .





she make us do 100+ times lor ,
wa lao .
i gave up counting at 100 .





......









nevermindddd .






at least had our usual talk ,
with Sherminnnn [: .



and Mrs Khoo didn't tell us to go home this time .





ahahhahaha [: .








she owes me a blog post .
lol .





i gt nothing to blog about ): .






i havn't uploaded th pics .
so cnt blog yet D: .






anyways ,
tmr's art .





screw that fat ass ;o .









and i cnt find my practical book laaa .





..... ,







walaooo D: .




nevermind .
had so much fun in sciece lesson today .
even though we all like Mr Tang more .




so she'd like ask a ques ,
and me Brittany , Felicia , Celes ,
w'd shout out th answers .



cause w're at th back of th class .




and Kim kept turning back to ask us to shut up .
but thn 'll say it even louder .



hahahaha .


and we just kept shouting for th whole lesson :D .




damn funnnny .






getting back our chem test tomorrow .



i hope i don't fail )': .












if you wanna come and play with me ,

you gotta do it my way

my way

my way ,
xoxo 8:42 PM

if i gave it all for you ,





i think i am th biggest bitch ever ,
D: .





and i am like super mean lor !





walao ,
i shld go and kill myself ,
for treating people like this -.- .






argh ): .






okay enough time out ,
i shld probably go back .







i hope i make the right choice ,

i love you
xoxo 10:29 PM

i tried to paint you a picture ,



but the colours were all wrong ,



black and white doesn't fit you at all






Had math tution on wednesday .
school reopens = tution reopens .
lol .
sad D: .



anyways ,
didn't do much work ,
cause we were talking and laughing :D .





since i impoved one grade ,
for like math ,
my tutor owes me a treat :D .
at Secret Recipes ,



hehaho .



so she was like ,
" chocolate or cheesecake "

me , " chocolate cake [: . i hate hate cheesecake "
tutor , " okay . you like banana ? "
me , " yaya :D "
tutor , " okay then i can intro you th chocolate banana cake . "
me , " okay lor o.o . "
tutor , " why you don't like cheesecake ? did you try it before ? "
me , " ya i try alr , and it sucks balls . "
tutor , " hahaha . you try those cake shop that kind right ? those bakery de . "
me , " no la , is those hotels de , but still they taste like shit lor . you like meh "
tutor , " ya ! of course nice mah , why you don't like ? "
me , " cause cheese is like , savoury . and cake is sweet . then it's like so , weird . put cheese in cake . "
tutor , " tht's why it's called cheese cake what ! don't put cheese in cheesecake then put what ! "
me , " but it's like th CHEESE in th CAKEE . like savoury in sweet . "
tutor , " YALA , CHEESECAKE WHAT . "
me , " HAHAHAHAH . i mean it just taste weird . "
tutor , " it's cheesecake what . "






diao .
seriously stupid ): .




and i hate hate hate cheescake .
so dn't but it for me :D .





thn something else happened ,
but i forgot D: .









and today was all double periods ,
damn tiring D: .





so yeh .
'm practically asleep now :D ,
cause 'm sleep typing .
aahaha .






and 'mma seriously pissed with someone .





oh .
and didi's so mean !





ginie didi: haha, fine,fine, you win. And no, I don't think you're stupid. You just act a little like it sometimes. SOMETIMES. not everytime, cos' that would make you so...*cough* I'll stop talking now.

tessa//gy didi: YAY . I ALWAYS WIN :D . and i know you wanted to call me an idiot right ): . cause y're like th diamond and 'm th ersatz . D: . omg 'mma so hurt . )': . * cries *






SEEEE ,
so mean please .
LOL .



i hate being an ersatz ,
in a sense .
it's such a cheap feeling ,
cause you know y're like a countefeit product .
D: .
but didi's th real one .


CAUSE SHE'S F CLEVER .
LOL :D .





AHAHAH ,
I LOVE MY DIDI :D .






and Twinny knocked my drink onto me D: .
but i still love her <3 .
even though now i gotta chnge my wallet ,
LOL :D .









okay i don't feel like blogging D: .
tireddddd-d .






With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,


I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.


You're an angel disguised.
xoxo 5:24 PM

HAPPPPPY



BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY



GINIEEE DIDI <3






AHAHAHA ,
it was like ,
Twinny and Didi walking towards me ,
thns i was like ,
kae come with me to pack my bag :D






thns Twinny started looking at me funny ,
and pointing to didi ,
thns i was like ,
huh ?
today your birthday ah .



thn i was like ,
OMFG .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIDI :D .
in advance ,
cause today's th 21 , yo :D .




thn Twinny was like ,
no it's 23 .






they're all out to get me , yo D: .









and thns didi keep telling me she got wen yu ,
thn i was like ,
who's wen yu .

thns she was like ,
third language .




- -""""""""""""""""""""










WHTEVERRRRR :D .





thn i was like ,
so whr you learn wen yu ,
thns she say ,
at bishan ,
next to th ITE .




thn i was like ,
so you learn in an open field la .





she said no ,
th open field is opposite ITE .
NEXT to ITE la .




thn i was like ,
ya what ,
next to ITE is an open field .
so you learn german in an open field lor :D .





teehee .






they learn about grass ,
and soil ,
and everything else in an open field
in german !








lol .









okay we chnged history geog and science teacher .
wtf ,
i miss ms amanda , and mr tang , and mrs fam .



ARGH D: .
but i love love love mrs felicity ho .
she's like th bestestest ,
well not really .



my baby's th bestestestestest ,
aha :D .





but she still rocks , yes :D .









hehs ,
first day back to school and i got truckloads of hmwk .
)': .








i hate th new history teacher .
at least she lets me sleep in class .
AHA :D .






wtf , yo .
thr's th stupid percussion concert on wed .
wtf am i to do do do D: .





wtvvvvv [: .






went home with Marsasasasa today .
cause her boyfriend went home , yo .
didn't wait for her at inter .
so sad .
i think he had tution .
lol .








Yay ,
i wanna watch you dnt mess with th zohan .
but it's NC16 .

sex &th city's M18 .


wtf is wrong with th ratings , yo .






anyways ,
gonna see them on internet now .





YAYYYY :D .















my tongue dances behind my lips for you ,



my fingers yearn to touch you ,




i love you baby ,
xoxo 3:37 PM

with arms wide open ,

wide open ,






my blog has like ,
rotted again .
ohmigosh .




LOL ,
ohkay .









i think i was super mean to someone ,
but like .
idk luh .
wht's tht chinese proverb for ,
suffer short better than suffer long .




idk ,
loll .







and now 'm like , watching golf -.-"




at my daddy's house , yo :D .
and now it's golf chnnel , ): .






but wtv ,
it's pretty okay .
all th guy's asses look ginormous .







and some of them has like ,
super bellies .





x.x







hehe ,
went to ikea with daddy yesterday .



ate ikea hotdog !
lol .




came home 10+ ,
thns had dinner .






daddy slept outside on th day bed ,
and nessa and i shared th master bed .
teeheehee ,






what .





nessa used lappy thns ,
i ask her let me use awhile .
thns she use again .






she was like ,
watching anime ,
talking on msn ,
and ,
smsing .








what was i doing ?
sitting on th bed wishing i had something to do -.-









so i begged her to let me use ,
lol .










ew wth ,
th guy before he made his shot ,
he was like ,
shaking his butt .





LOL .










and i just had my most unhealthiest breakfast ever .







like everything was fried food .
lol .






thn i had to do th dishes -.- .









cause my daddy lives alone ,
no maid .
lol .







anyways ,
chatted on msn till 4 am yst .




woke up at around 3 .





and th gadseby ( however you spell it )





advert is damn funny manzxzx ,



th one for deo tht one .



he like just keeps spraying himself -.- .







ohkays ,
'm bored now ): .






why cnt anyone tel me a joke !
pls pls ): .

















it's two o clock and 'm waiting all alone ,
xoxo 4:38 PM

when you look me in the eyes,




tell me that you love me ,







today sucks laa ! D: .

woke up at like , 11 .
thns ,
i wanted to patch my maple .
but cannot lohs ! -.-"




keep says ,
file does not exist .
wth wth wth .
so manually patch ,
also cnt .





.....





wht ,
cnt i play maple ): .
bloody patch from 1 am to 6 am th nxt day .




._.






so i go msn ,
talk to ppl ,
no reply de !
wths ,
everyone wants me to be in solitude or wht .



'll wrap myself in a strait jacket thns .





and my left ear is hurting damn lots .
idk why ,
whn i open and close my mouth it hurts ,
so i cnt chew my food ,
LOL .






whn my mummy gave me a cookie ,
i couldn't open my mouth to eat it -.-"






and she just came in to say tht we will have glutinous rice for lunch ,
and whn i spoke my ear hurt too ): .





i think something's wrong with me ,
like wth ): .






my hair appointment is at like ,
5 !




lol .








i thought it would be earlier ,
but wtv . ;D






i blew my group off for project work today ,
wth .




cause my mummy doesn't allow me to go out with my sprained ankle .








!!!! ,
i hate project work manzxzx ,
i mean ,
so many f things to do in 1 mth !






students probably work their butts off more thn adults ,
and if we were paid for every hour we spent in school ,
we'd be our own adults .
we'd have our own money in abundance .





f government ,
want to be so fast for what -.- .


like we're all gonna die if we dnt know how to round off our answers to three significant figures .
._."






and my ear is f pain !





.... ,
it's like stinging continuosly even though 'm nt cocking my head to anyside and just keeping still .






okay time for lunch .
like i can even eat it .
oh well ,











you cut me open and i keep bleeding love ,
xoxo 1:25 PM

my friend sent me this ,
and it's damn funny , yo :D .



One girl went to the preacher to confess her sin.
Girl: Father, i have sinned.
Preacher: What did you do little girl?
Girl: Yesterday, i called a guy a son of a bitch.
Preacher: Why? What did he do to you?
Girl: He touched my breast.
Preacher: You mean like this? (He did it)
Girl: (A little shy from the touch) Yes.
Preacher: Thats no reason to call him that.
Girl: He took off my clothes too.
Preacher: You mean like this? (He did it again)
Girl: Yes, that's what he did.
Preacher: Still, that's no reason to call him that.
Girl: And he put his you-know-what into my you-know-what..
Preacher: (evil laugh..) You mean like this? (And you-know-what)
Girl: (After a few minutes) Urgh, yes that's what he did..
Preacher: My dear girl, there's still no reason to call him a..
Girl: But he had AIDS!!
Preacher: THAT SON-OF-A-BITCH!!













wth . :D .
xoxo 9:35 PM

'm trying real hard but your heartbeat is fast ,



just like mine .






i seriously have no mood to blog .
i think cause 'm bored .



but tht sounds so contradicting .






whtever ,
i skipped two trainings so far .
wths .


'll probably die th nxt time 'm back .



-.-" .




but whtevers ,
'd rather die ,
thn no more training .



ohkay lol .
wishful thinking on my part doesn't help glitch reality .





so yeh ,
:D .



































lol ,
pictures have been scarce .
or extinct .
okay whtever .




Shermin was damn funny . o.o
we put my phone on th ,
stge thingie .
thn set it on self timer :D .


thts why we look like idiots .



LOL .



okay maybe just me ): .

































and 'm sitting on my bed blogging ,
while th rest are training .
zomg ,



* pangs of guilt on cue *



;o .






this is like ,
my fav pic even though it's so distorted o.o .










i seriously didn't edit it ): ,
but i cropped it .


cause Charmaine was in th pic -.- " .





LOL :D .




but i think it looks cool .




okay ,
'm going back to read my book .
which i have to use one yr to read ): .




can you imagine how many times i have to go back and forth to th library ?!
and keep returning and borrowing -.-"



lol .




but Shermin wants me too ,
so yeh .




shit ,
'm on page 144 .
lol .



maybe i shouldn't read ,
just listen to radio .
but thn it's so boringggg .



lol .



'm cutting my hair tomorrow .


!!!!!





trying to get back to her love ,
xoxo 5:21 PM