was smsing eggtart yesterday . and someone . and was listening to the radio . and was in the notes part of my hp typing stuff . and when two of them smsed at the same time and i was tryping . no wonder my hp crashed -.- . LOL . anyways , eggtart said my poem was good so i should post it . but i think it sucks . anyways , i shall post the two poems for her D: .

happy birthday
it was meant to be your day .
for you to drown in laughter and joy ,
for me to see you as fine as a soldier toy .
i wished you well and also wealth ,
also hoping you're in the pink of health .
i waited a million hours ,
climbed a thousand story tower .
and why might i add i do all this ,
because all for you i'm willing to slit my wrists .
i'm waiting and waiting ,
just to go out with you dating .
no reason for this tingling feeling ,
or maybe it's just you ,
but i wonder why it's killing .
after all the countless days and nights ,
in anticipation ,
yes it bites .
i just want to stammer a happy birthday ,
and i love you now and also forever .

see i told you it sucked . but thankyou eggtart D: . she said this one de intro nice ;cause i only let her see the intro . lols X: . and yes i was typing this when my hp crashed and i didn't save it so i had to retype -.- .

the saddest thing
it used to be just me and you ,
exactly like those make believe fairy tales coming true .
we shared laughter and joy ,
sadness and despair .
but we had always pulled through ,
except this time you said we needed to cool .
i broke down and cried ,
then decided i would have died .
you said we needed to move on ,
tears flowed from dusk to dawn .
my life had revolved around you ,
that a fact so true .
living no longer had any meaning .
a hand reached out ,
i was thinking , was it you ?
i had been so blue .
but i was wrong ,
it was another grip oh so strong .
i looked up to an angel ,
and he smiled back reaching to cradle .
i willingly let him ,
and it felt too good .
his assuring grip ,
i think it was a tip .
my face in his hands cupped .
he eluded the feelings i used to experience with you ,
but his more true .
i was head over heels in love with him ,
and it wasn't just another borderline theme .
we had the most amazing time together ,
and i thought i had forgotten you forever .
but then my angel i saw ,
holding another girl's hand in our hangout mall .
i broke down and begged ,
but my angel dear and her just stepped on me , tred .
i couldn't believe this was happening .
my spirits dampening .
why couldn't i see it was a trap .
had my brain been tapped .
i was a hopeless disaster ,
then my mind wanders .
to those beautiful pictured memories made with you .
it hit me .
i had made a wrong decision ,
hopefully you too .
i roamed the streets ,
and didn't eat .
all because i yearned your face ,
like a treat .
a frown was turned upside down ,
i had found you safe and sound .
but hey what's that ,
your lips locked tight with someone like a fly trap .
two blows now ,
i really couldn't take it , how .
you turned to face me ,
i wanted to turn and flee .
but you grabbed me and said ,
we've moved on and now she's my date .
the floodgates opened ,
but i guess you really didn't care ,
i know that's just you being fair .
you said take care and good luck ,
i wanted to dash out infront of that oncoming truck .
but thanks to you ,
i finally understood ,
the saddest thing ever is loving someone ,
who used to love you .

DDDD: . lol . i'll write your poem soon eggtart . ILY (: . and no i can't be a poet when i grow up D: .
today rocked . pingg& pongg , ashley and tessa , are going to make a bloggy . so you people better tagg & link ! or else >:( .
xoxo 3:41 PM