i don't know what i'm doing . i'm sorry someone . i'm sorry that i didn't do anything and that i made you so sad . really damn sorry . and i know you told me like alot of times not to say sorry . but other then saying sorry i really can't do much . i can't take back my words or actions . and it's really just my fault , okay . and to another person . i'm sorry i used capital letters to sms you . sorry i was so rude , okay . i just hope . i was frustrated that time . but i love you okay . and to my kor . i'm sorry too . it's totally my fault . i'm sorry i took your words seriously . even though you were joking . i'm sorry that i'm so stupid that i don't even know the difference . so please don't break up with your gf . just 'cause of me . okay kor . i'm going to feel damn guilty . so just stay with her . 'cause you love her . i love you kor . but i'm sorry too . i know i'm effed up . i know i'm dumb . and i'm so sorry ashley D: . urgh . i hate myself