AARON YOU CLJ .
-.- .
THIS POST SPECIALLY FOR YOU :D .
HAPPY MAH .
-.- .
KNN LA YOU MFCLJ .
ANYHOW DU LAN ME .
BHB LA .
STOP ASKING ME TO THINK :D .
I WANT TO BISH YOU ALR -.- .
YOU LARH .
HUM JI ASS :D .
MAKE ME SO DU LAN -.- .
KNS .
DIAO LARH YOU .
FUCKING LAME :D .
SO WHAT YOU BACK UP 100 PEOPLE SEHS -.- .
I USE GUN SHOOT ALL :D .
YES I'LL STEAL FROM THE POLICE .
RWARHS .
THEN I'LL GO KILL YOU .
AFTER I KILL HER .
FUCK YOU .
I LIKE CAPS GOT PROBLEM AH :D .
LOL OKAY .
THANKEWS FOR TOLERATING MY STUBBORNESS .
YOU CLJ :D .
AND AND .
YOU STUPID ASS ,
BUY ME BEER .
EVERYTIME GO DRINK WITHOUT ME .
FUCK YOU ): .
LOL OKAY .
THANKEWS FOR EVERYTHING TODAY .
FOR LISTENING TO ME AND ALL .
ILY ASSHOLE .
STOP CALLING ME CCB ALR LA YOU CLJ :D .
OKAY ANYWAY ,
THANK YOU LAR . :D .
xoxo 2:56 AM

I HATE YOU UNCLE .
RWARH .
BETTER DON'T GO FIND ,
OR ELSEEEEE _l_ :D .
nbmfknnclj ): .
don't find ,
please please ,
beg you TT"
xoxo 9:19 PM

don't ignore me uncle ): .
please please pleaseeee .
reply my sms laaa ): .
dui bu qiiiiiii .
TT" .
sorry sorry sorrrrrry .
don't bo mood alr okiee ): .
dui bu qiiiiii .
TT" .
sorry uncle .
forgive me please ): .

i know i'm fucked up you clj . knnclj -.- . stfu stop ka jiao-ing me .
xoxo 1:36 AM

i have no fucking idea .
where i'm heading .
what the fuck i'm doing .
no reason .
why i'm doing this to myself .

what am i to you , baby ? .

): .
]: .
>: .
}: .
TT" .
T.T .
T____t .


»【∙ќįðά™∙】« ▪ĸıттџ∙κΆт• ∞ says:
grandpa wadeva happens u still got me n i will always love u <3

): ! says:
thankews grandma , i love you x333

th|s g|rl says:
dont sadle lah

th|s g|rl says:
hug hug mei

): !says:
hugg ):

th|s g|rl says:
dont sad

): ! says:
xiexie jie ):


okay i love you grandma and jie .
TT" .
thankews loads load . ): .
xoxo 12:50 AM

wtf , everytime i try to log in .
then directs me to this page saying cookies disabled .
or whatever .
-.- .
don't know larhs .
talking to pristine jie on msn now :D .
i met her again in audi .
after so long .
lols , missed me jie ? :D .
go out again some time yeah {: .
last time we went out was like last yr .____. .
darrence uncle !
( see i guai okay uncle >:( ) .
why no mood worh ): .
don't already laaaa .
call me if you sad okay or whatever .
just now you nvr see your phone _l_ .
LOL .
nevermind :D .
ANYONE WANT TO GO WITH ME TO ESCAPE .
date not confirmed .
because stupid uncle doesn't want to talk to me .
if i go .
so i need company :D
ROFL -.- .
urgh .
uncle you reply smses slow .
lols .
then then .
why you suddenly don't want call -.- .
weird lehs :D .
i miss you like hell too sherry :D .
okay i'm sad now .
no mood too x/3 .
lai uncle .
cry with me .
ROFL .
cut hair alr i want see horh ! {: .
going out with jac max and sher on wed and thurs .
i think {: .
not sure going whr .
-.- .
ahaha .
no double dates for you justin {: .
i not confirmed :D .
==" .
i want go pierce ear again :D .
ask jie .
she say below $15 ah .
wahh .
so ex -.- .
i want cheap der :D .
LOL X: .
okay .
fuck off bitch .
stop it .
stop killing me .
-.- .
knn la .
xoxo 12:15 AM



okay this song is nice :D .
don't know who sung it though .

okay it's making me sad -.- .
i hate my life .
everything's like .
so wrong laaa . X: .
okay nevermind .
think i'm gonna sleep alr .
no one's there for me
why'd you go
you know how much i'd miss you
i'd die without you by my side
how much pain must i go through
before you realise
i love you
xoxo 1:00 AM

okay i feel damn what now luh .
i need a hug ): .
came back from grandma's birthday dinner .
dinner was $900 :D .
sweet sia .
first dish was lobster salad ==" .
then got sharks fin ,
abalone ,
fish ,
some rice thingie .
and whatever fk .
==" .
stupid mum keep scold .
because i was smsing X: .
i eat finish lor ,
waiting for next course .
somemore under th table .
-.- .
nabeii _l_ .
then went home .
play audi :D .
now i don't know what ler .
feel damn whats ): .
don't feel like sleeping .
becausee ,
don't know .
not tired even though i am .
ah lols , no sense .
TT" .
ILYT SHERRY :D .
lols .
okay i miss you darl .
and everyone else .
urgh TT" .
okay i feel useless now .
as usual :D .
==" .
no mood for anything alr .
xoxo 12:38 AM

played audi overnight again :D .
lols .
and my stupid auto fill is not working ,
the pop up window doesn't pop up when i go to blogger =="
that means i have to type my email and pass .
ARGH , i'm lazy :D .
oh whatever okay (: .
later going bunk i guess .
YAY :D .
today missed dance .
because i overslept :D .
yay , this piggy X: .
suppose wake at 10 ,
then i never .
woke up at 1 =="
dance STARTS at 1 .
ROFL .
and i can't magically fly to keck seng TT .
sad sad X: .
okay okay .
going to play audi again :D .
before i go bunk .
to play again .
LOLS .
audi addict .
STFU :D .
xoxo 3:07 PM

okay i shall continuee :D .
everyone guessed i got a C for my chinese .
ROAR .
i GOT AN A OKAY :D
* everyone gasps *
ROFLMAO .
my daddy fainted .
SO CALLED :D .
WHEN HE HEARD I GOT A FOR CHINESE .
LMAO .
CA GOT 36/100 .
NOW GET A :D .
WEEEEEET X: .
OKAY OKAY .
ENOUGH HIGHNESS X: .
WENT TO J8 :D .
THEN WE ATE ICE CREAMMMM :D .
THEN BESIDE US
GOT THIS POKEMON THINGIE -.- .
DIAO X: .
OKAY OKAY ,
EAT ALR ,
THEN I GO PIERCE EAR :D .
YAY .
FINALLY ,
SECOND EAR PIERCING :D .
I WANTED THIRD ONE ON RIGHT EAR .
BUT MUMMY SAY NEXT TIME .
ROAR TT" .
BUT NEVERMIND :D .
MAYBE TOMORROW WHEN GO OUT WITH JUSTIN .
I GO PIERCE X: .
AIYA .
VIVOCITY GOT PLACE TO PIERCE MEH -.- .
DON'T KNOW :D .
LOL .
THENNNN .
WENT TO SHOP SHOP :D .
TODAY ALOT PEOPLE CALL SEH ==" .
HALFWAY AUNTY VIVIAN CALLED .
SHE WAS LIKE .
I THOUGHT YOU SCORED C FOR CHINESE .
WHEN DADDY TELL ME A I GOT A SHOCK .
LOL .
TYPICAL ANSWER X: .
THEN AUNTY VAL SAY THE SAME ALSO -.- .
MRS HO CALLED ME TO :D .
THANKEWS MRS HO .
FOR ALL THE SUPPORT YOU GAVE ME :D .
ILY :DDDDD .
LOL OKAY .
THEN THEN .
TUTION TEACHERS ALSO CALL -,- .
WAH WAH .
SPAM SIA TT" .
JUSTIN : I AM NOT CLEVER YOU ASS ;D .
LOL .
OKAY OKAY .
I WANT TO WATCH ENCHANTED TT" .
NOT SURE WHETHER JUSTIN WANT OR NOT .
JUSTIN AH .
WE GO WATCH OKAY ;D .
TH 10.30 DE .
X: .
THANKEWS :D .
LOL .
THEN WILL COME BACK HOME .
THEN GO DANCEEEEE .
WEE .
LOLS .
I'M GOING CRAZY -.- .
STUPID RESULTS X: .
I HATEEEEE MATH .
ROAR .
PULL ME DOWNNN .
STUPID CLARE .
I KNOW YOU GOT STRAIT As .
I ONLY GOT 3 .
HAPPY ?
==" .
LOL ;D .
YER ,
MAMA I WANT GO OUT WITH YOU AGAIN TT" .
BUT YOUR HOLIDAYS SO LATE SEHS .
UNFAIR X: .
LOL .
EHEH .
CONGRATS NICOLE ;D .
EVERYONE KNOWS YOU'RE SMART TOO !
;D .
SCORE 47 MARKS HIGHER THEN YOUR EXPECTATIONS ;D .
WELL .
I SCORED 20+ MARKS LESS THEN I WANTED =="
SEE LA .
I SO DUMB X: .
DA SAO AH .
YOU NOT BAKA LEH .
YOU SOOOO CLEVER ;D .
I THEN DUMB SIA .
PRESHANT DARLING ;D .
STUPID YOU .
GET YOUR RESULTS NEVER CALL ME DER LOR -.- .
AND SCORE HIGHER THEN ME ALSO .
HMPF TT" .
WHR GOT GIRL CALL BOY DER .
THEN YOU SAY BYEBYEE .
I THOUGHT YOU SAY BYEBYEE TO ME -.- .
HENG I NEVER HANG ;D .
KISS ME .
LOL .
GO SJI LAR .
DON'T GO ST. PATRICK .
SUCKISH SCHOOL X: .
NO OFFENCEEEEE .
SJI NEAR CHIJ LEH ,
EVERYDAY CAN ACCOMPANY ME HOME ;D .
YER ,
DON'T WORRY ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS ;D .
I'LL BE GLAD TO POSE AS YOUR GIRLFRIEND .
ROFLMAO .
STILL RMB YOUR PARTY LAST YR ?
PRICELESS MAN X: .
ALL YOUR FRIENDS .
AHAHAHA .
I LOVE TO MAKE YOU BLUSH X: .
OPPS , SORRY DARL ;D .
I WON'T MAKE YOU BLUSH ANYMORE OKAY ?
LOL .
I LOVE YOU PRESHANT ;D .
STOP MAKING YOUR MUM NAG AT ME !
X: .
AND MAKE HER STOP BUYING ASSESSMENTS PLEASE X: .
OH ,
AND THANKS FOR THE STUFF FROM BEIJING OKAY ;D .
SAY HI TO YOUR DAD FOR ME YEAH ;D .
OKAY OKAY ,
BEFORE I MOVE ON TO THE NEXT PERSON .
* HUG HUG KISS KISS *
* PRESHANT RUNS *
AH OKAY :D .
NOW WHO -,- .
FORGOT LE .
ROFL .
OH YA .
JUSTIN .
I'M NOT CLEVER OKAY .
I'M BELOW AVR ;D .
STOP SAYING I'M CLEVER .
ASS ;D .
LOL .
SORRY SORRY JK ;D .
SEE YOU TOMORROW OKAY .
BEFORE YOU GO FOR YOUR STUPID CAMP -.- .
OKAY OKAY ,
THESE DEDICATIONS SUCK .
JUST RANDOMLY ,
I'LL DO A PROPER ONE NEXT TIME , YO .
WHEN I HAVE THE PROPER STATE OF MIND THAT IS ;D .
OKAY OKAY .
I LOVE YOU PRESHANT .
STOP RUNNING AWAY .
;D .
LOL -.- .
AND I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE SAME HEIGHT AS ME NOW .
HMPF .
BUT THEN AGAIN ,
YOU'RE MORE SHUAI LIAO .
LOL .
STILL RMB WHEN WE WERE LIKE , 3 , 4 ?
IN TH OLD MANSION ;D .
WE WERE SO CUTE TOGETHER .
ROFLMAO .
BUT YOU REFUSED TO HUG ME .
LOL .
MAKE ME HUG YOU ): .
HEY ,
YOU'RE DAMN CUTE LAR .
ROFL .
BUT BUT .
YOU'RE FRIENDS SUCK LEH .
KICK THEIR ASS FOR ME DARL . ;D .
OKAY .
I THINK YOU'RE GONNA KILL ME IF YOU SEE THIS .
" TESSA'S CRAZY "
LOL .
WE NEED TO GO OUT TOGETHER .
SOON .
WITHOUT VANESSA .
STOP TALKING TO HER .
ABOUT THOSE GAMES .
I DON'T UNDERSTAND ==" .
LOL .
THEN WE'LL HELP AH MA WITH HER HP .
LOL -.- .
OH .
ASK YOUR MUM TO DIAM LA .
SHE VERY NAGGY LEH TT" .
EVERYTIME GO OUT WITH YALL .
SHE'LL REPORT TO MY MUM .
YER ,
WTF DE LA .
X: .
AND YOU OWE ME A PHONECALL .
SERIOUSLY ,
YOU DO ): .
OR ELSE I AIN'T GONNA LOVE YOU NO MORE ;D .
ROFLMAO .
* PRESHANT PUKES *
LOL
YOU WERE NEVER ROMANTIC EH ,
JUST LIKE DIDI ==" .
OKAY OKAY .
ANDDDD ,
STOP PLAYING WITH THE STUPID LIGHT ON YOUR HP .
DAMN IRRITATING .
WHACK YOUR ASS ;D .
OKAY OKAY .
YOU'RE STILL MY DARL DON'T WORRY ;D .
LOLS .
AND .
DON'T BE SCARED ANYMORE .
YOUR FRIENDS ARE STUPID -.- .
DON'T WANT TALK TO ME BECAUSE YOU SCARED THEY SAY I YOUR GIRLFRIEND MEH .
EVIL SEHS YOU .
FRIENDS BEFORE ME !
LOL .
OKAY .
I KNOW I'M CRAPPY -.- .
BUT IF YOU GET INTO AN ACCIDENT .
SEE WHO DONATE BLOOD TO YOU .
* TESSA WAVES HANDS LIKE SIAO *
* BLOOD TYPE MATCHES *
SEEEEEE !
LOL .
OKAY .
I'M SERIOUSLY MAD NOW .
I LOVEEEEE EVERYONE ;D .
JUSTIN REJOICE YOU ASS ;D .
ROFL .
OKAY .
I'M DONEEEEE ;D .
I THINK .
AH HECK .
I'M WAKING UP AT 6 TOMORROW ;D .
NO MORE PIGGY .
YAY YAY ;D .
PRESHANT I DON'T CARE DARL .
YOU OWE ME A PRESENT ): .
FOR MY BIRTHDAY .
BECAUSE I GAVE YOU ALOT OF CARDS FOR YOURS ;D .
HEY ,
THEY'RE EXPENSIVE OKAY .
$10.50 EACH -.-
I BOUGHT YOU NINEEEE .
HOW YOU GONNA REPAY THAT HUH .
LOL ;D .
SEE HOW GOOD I AM ;D .
LOL .
SELF PRAISE ROCKS , YO .
OKAY OKAY .
GOODNIGHT ALL ;D .
xoxo 12:11 AM

PSLE's OVER :D .
LOL .
okay okay X: .
HYPERRRRRR :D .
mrs bheem must be damn happy lar ,
our cohort this yr very good :D .
ROFLMAO .
WAY TO GO SELF PRAISE :D .
LOL .
okay okay .
mum fetched me from school :D .
then went to little india .
to make her sari :D .
it's for her dinner and dance .
don't know why she want sari -.- .
s'anyways :D .
went home .
mum made dinner .
daddy came over :D
then ate dinner le :D .
went to J8 :D .
okay i'll continue this post once i stop gettin flooded with convo's in msn (:
xoxo 10:24 PM

talking to justin kor nows :D .
on the phone X: .
i very wu liao can not -.-" .
no way i'm gonna scold you >:( .
don't force me :D .
thank yous kor X: .
later play with me horhs X: .
dui bu qi larh -.-"
i never bully you der D: .
TT" .
sobbbbs .
aiya . D: .
eheh don't cry luh X: .
i know i very bad TT" .
sorry luh D: .
ask me anyhow scold you i cannot der TT" .
dui bu qi ! XX: .
xoxo 1:07 AM

today sucked .
seriously ): .
maid woke me up at around 12++ ,
ask me go eat lunch .
yes i slept at 3+ last night so give a break == .
so then just woke up ,
don't feel like eating .
went back to my room .
slept a few mins more ,
woke up at 1 then went to bathe :D .
then my sis asked me play audition with her .
so go and play lor .
ohhh .
got this stupid guy .
came into the room .
kept asking for me to put dragonfly BGM .
then my kor kept going what's BGM .
then i was like background music .
then kor was like .
aiya then just say dragonfly la .
say BGM for what .
lols ==" .
ohh ya .
grats vanessa :D .
she completed her mission {: .
to find a boyfriend x33 .
X: .
okay played .
then went to make hamburgers for my sis .
she hungry mah -.- .
make ler ,
she ate ler ,
then still hungry .
so i go make another .
lols .
then time to go :D .
went to take bus to TPC ,
then took MRT to raffles place :D .
walked walked walked towards keck seng tower ,
then at the traffic light ,
i saw janelle :D .
so i was like ,
vanessa come let's supriser her .
so we each walked to her side .
then went " BOO " :D .
lol . she JUMPED X: .
ahaha X: .
okay okay .
went to keck seng ,
then danced :D .
from ..
5.30 to 8.30 :D .
then went back home .
stomach pain now ,
whole day nvr eat .
just now vomitted water D: .
then my mummy thought i waste water .
she go slap me -.- .
faceee pain ): .

hug , please ? ): .
xoxo 9:47 PM

i swear i'm gonna cry .
yes .
this emotional wreck's gonna cry . -.- .
( and that's not really unusual , huh )
okay .
i don't know why people can be so mean ): .
or maybe it's just the truth .
urgh .
how i know larhs =="
xoxo 9:58 PM

yeah .
super tired now ): .
guess sleeping at 3+ in the morning isn't such a fab idea .
since i knew i was going dancing today .
oh whatever .
muscles still ache .
loads loads -.- .
okay so woke up at like 9.30 :D .
amazing , huh ?
LOL :D .
then shower and all ,
went for dance .
BRYAN IS GAY ! .
SERIOUSLY .
GAYYYYY .
he dances wonderfully .
but he's moves .
all so .. GAY !
all for girls de !
LOL X: .
okay okay nevermind :D .
then dad fetched us {: .
went to palm lodge ,
met with aunty vivian :D .
ah ma and ah kong :D .
then went for lunch .
weets :D .
then dropped aunty vivian , ah ma and ah kong at palm lodge .
then daddy dropped us off at a mrt station ,
sis and i made our way to pcbunk {: .
yes yes .
just go back audi sure need go bunk X: .
i'm sorry .
i'm like this X: .
oh yeah .
i bought a new premium messanger :D .
my last one expired -.- .
i think i bought 3 mths one that time .
but this time i bought the 1 yr one :D .
6k cash byebyee TT .
played with da sao and kor :D .
yes yes two super pro -.- .
OH YES .
I FINALLY BEAT KOR :D .
can you believe it .
i beat kor D: .
omg .
it's not suppose to happen .
i'm suppose to keep losing to him !
==" .
nevermind :D .
LOL X: .
oh yeah .
if you see someone called Juubei ,
don't play with him :D .
he'll trash TT" .
oh maybe just trash me that's all .
since i'm so noob ==" .
ROFL :D .
but but .
kor still rocks :D .
even though i keep getting trashed by him _l_ .
LOL X: .
people told me TOOTHBRUSH got gf ler D: .
ROFL .
okay okay .
i so need to change nick -.- .
AGAIN .
wtf .
will be my .. 5th time changing name ? ==" .
okay that's dumb .
but TOOTHPASTE and TOOTHBRUSH .
aiyarh . cannot ler :D .
so i must change .
hmm .
i need suggestions :D .
or maybe i'll use my first nick .
eheh .
i forgot what was it liao .
WTH -.- .
hmmmmm .
maybe follow twinny's name :D .
----xHiff :D .
ROFL .
looks weird -.- .
----xPhoenix , ----xPhoeniix .
how ? :D
ROFLMAO .
i'm being lame TT" .
i can't choose names lar .
will end up wasting alot alot of cash .
not that i got alot now lor .
waste on that stupid premium messanger -.- .
okay .
i just ate ham and cheese on pandan bread .
LOL .
tastes weird , but okay :D .
okay i have no mood already .
didi knows why ): .
hais okay .
xoxo 8:01 PM

okay , previous post was crap .
just needed to type something to stop my tears .
but i guess it only provoked more .
oh whatever .
i hate reminiscising -.- .
TT" .

tessa still wants hugs ): ,
pretty please ?
xoxo 10:45 PM

you've changed .

you don't know what you mean to me .
you used to be the only one there for me ;
to cheer me up ;
to make me smile again .
but i guess it's all different now .
you used to make sure you had time for me .
but now the time has all gone to playing games .
or chatting with other people .
but you don't understand how much you mean to me .
you were the only one .
there for me .
i'll always have time for you and your problems .
even if you don't have time for me .
i'll reply every sms .
even if you don't want to reply mine .
i'll be there for you ,
even if it's 1 am in the morning .
in the pouring rain .
i'll find a way .
and i'm sorry ,
if i'm driving you nuts .
but i'm attached to you like a little sis .
thanks for being the shoulder i can lean on .
and i hope i can still lean on .
i'm sorry .
xoxo 10:31 PM

okay it took me some time to choose another skin .
i guess i was tired of the other one .
too much black .
not enough shades X: .
so yeah .
but this one took me awhile to edit .
stupid codes .
-.- .
the font really sucks big time .
maybe i'll change later :D .
but at least i edited for the bold underline and italic :D .
or else it'll seem damn ugly larhs X: .
i havn't do strikes yet .
lazy -.- .
anywaysssss .
i just ate a cranberry chocolate muffin {: .
i agreed to be my mum's tester so yeah -.- .
shit .
can't lose weight liaos -.- .
XX: .
xoxo 9:58 PM

okay .
i'm seriously pissed off .
seriously -.- .
so don't get too near to me because i don't want to flare off at you .
aching all over now .
becauseeee .
came back from dancing :D .
did 2 hours of dancing .
but it was real dancing -.- .
first hour did hip hop second did street jazz (: .
and i went to a studio .
oh yay for me :D .
finally get to dance in a BIGGG space X: .
okay hip hop was tiring .
steps was damn . er .
fast (: .
yeah , fast .
street jazz was very laxed :D .
so i guess hip hop before jazz was a good combo :D .
erm .
i want to dance again tomorrow .
i don't know larh .
these few days very de fan .
becauseeeee ,
i can't seem to help someone .
the more i talk .
i seem to make it worse .
argh .
i'm so dumb - - .
but i hope you're okay .
and that your problem gets resolved .
{: .
sooooo .
i want to er .
not be so fan (: .
anyone care to join me for dancing ? ): .
and 2 hours no break dancing .
hip hop and street jazz :D .
okay .
hip hop'll be damn tiring and jazz'll be laxed okay ? (: .
today danced till i sweated through two layers of shirts -.-
yeah . i wore a tank top and a sweater like thingie over .
so dumb right .
how i know today the aircon not that strong ? DD: .
aiya .
at least .
the studio above damn cold larh .
but today i went to the studio below .
TT" .
on friday went to the studio above .
so cold i wear jacket .
LOL X: .
did popping and locking ,
so not that tiring .
popping was a breeze i guess .
just body isolation and robot :D .
locking was tiring .
hell , yeah -.- .
stupid twirl your hands here move left move right .
wtf . X: .
but it was fun :D .
heehee {: .
okay and to my mum .
so what if i like to move my fringe back when i dance .
not your problem right .
so what if i want to pull my shirt or whatever .
at least i didn't get out of the studio half way through dancing .
and miss out on the fun .
you quitted .
and now you're scolding me when i stuck throughout the whole 2 hours ?
get a life .
i should be scolding you lar .
don't like the way i dance don't follow me la -.- .
stupiddddddddd .
everytime also i wrong .
you gave up leh .
GAVEEE UP .
i just touched my hair .
-.- .
lame ,
anyways .
i really have no idea what to do now .
so i guess i'm gonna waste my holidays .
everyday go studio to dance lor .
at most -.- .
oh yeah .
muscle aches now .
esp. stomach -.- .
did so many crunches DD: .
so at least under all that fat got a little muscle .
LOL -.- .
ANYWAYS .
i'm still pissed .
i don't know why .
it's like so unfair luh .
i do so much ,
but you don't even bother to *********** ,
while you ************************************************ ?
well .
only my opinion -.- .
i just find it soo unfair ): .


is anyone giving free hugs ? ): .
i would like one now ,
please ? TT" .
xoxo 6:57 PM

okay .
i don't know what's happening to me D: .
is it me or you - - .
urghs .
this sucks .
i'm lost .
yes , LOST .
TT .
anyways .
i know you got your problems .
it's okay if you don't want to share with me {: .
i know i can't help .
yesyes . i know i'll only make it worse .
but .
just to let you know .
i'll be there for you okay .
i'll respect and support whatever decisions you make .
and i'll help whenever you want me to .
i won't bother you when you're in bad moods .
( like now ? )
i won't sms you or whatever okay ?
just .
er , concentrate on resolving your problem {: .
you need me or whatever .
can sms or msn okays {: .
i swear i'm reachable 24/7 (: .
unless i'm dancing .
anyone know how to sms while dancing ? D: .
er anyways .
hope you rested well last night .
sms you 2.30 am still reply D: .
sorry if i woke you .
but just wanted to leave you a little note .
when you woke up or whatever [: .
and don't be sorry okay .
it's not your fault ^^ .
people still care about you .
not everything's gone wrong yeah .
everything will be better ;D .
but .
whatever you do .
just want to let you know ,
i'm always there for you .
ohh . and don't too fan ler okay ? :D .
take a break please ;
TT" .


no you ain't alone darling ,
drive us into a corner ,
we'll work things out ,
find solutions for all your problems ,
even if it sucks away my life ,
just to see you smile again .
xoxo 9:53 AM

i want a hug ): .
why'd you go ): .
oh nevermind ,
i know you need to sleep (: .
i'm sorry , okay ?
i'm sorry you have to deal with all my shit .
load of bullshit -.- ,
day after day .
i'm so sorry okay .
if you'll ever forgive me .
just let me know ..
argh .
i need someonee to talk to ): .
or else i think .
i'm gonna .
DIEEE DDDD: .
okay ,
maybe not so drama .
but really ): .
next day ,
you'll see me getting buried with my tears .
argh .
whatever ,
i can't expect you to listen to my shit 24/7 .
i know ,
and i'm sorry if i ever expected that .
but i swear ,
swear .
i'll be there for you .
okay .
enough bullshit .
before you decide to hate me more ,
i'm not gonna make this worse .
i'm sorry .
xoxo 9:41 PM

i'm gonna die ,
seriously .
DIE .
because of some people ;
some stuff ;
some words ;
some events .
and i'm NOT emo .
can't a person feel sad without being critisized ?
not only you and you alone can be sad right ?
especially now when you're so happy .
and you can't control me .
think what you want ,
i'm not gonna label you .
nor anyone else .
okay .
so please ,
STFU .
thank you .
xoxo 5:13 PM

damn angry now .
and sad ?
oh whatever .
why is that i'm always finding out stuff i don't wanna find out -.- .
sucksssss .
argh anyways .

i'm coming back to audi ((: .
i think .
oh whatever .
TOOTHPASTE was online just now .
teehee ;D .
yes you can go find her ,
and trash her .
it's really easy , actually .
she's a damned noob :D .
oh ,
and she fouund out she had her license today ): .
and of course she can't pass .
it's funky town .
the worstest song you could ever get for license .
okay . -.- .
my lv 18 to 19 lisence .
needed like ,
19 perf , 2 combo & 360k ?
not sure bout the score .
but but .
this is damn irritating .
i got like . 500k+ already .
perf x7 , x6 , x2 , x3 .
but but .
i needed one more perf to pass license .
AND I DIDN'T GET IT. -.- .
see lar ,
waste dens lo .
-.- .
so in the end i so pissed ,
kor help me do license .
ROFL .
xiexie kor ;D .
ILY x3 . (: .
xoxo 10:58 AM

today went with mum & sis to remake sis's passport .
as if i wanted to go ): .
was sooooo long the wait lorhs .
-,- .
then then .
remake liaos ,
went to velocity ;P .
sis bought new swimwear plus goggles .
then we went to the donut factory to buy donuts ! ^^ .
very nice worhs .
XX: .
then went to NTUC .
this lady at the meat counter kept getting us to try the soups -,- .
like , wth la .
lols .
then kept drinking the soup o.o .
herbal soup plus er , seafood chowder .
ROFL .
came home ,
had dinner (: .
mum cooked prawn sinigang .
it's a philippino soup DD: .
she wanted us to try .
lols .
guessing no double boiled chicken soup huh .
but it's nice .
sour + spicy ;D .
oh whatever DD: .
it's just nice okay .
heehee .
i hate queue numbers now .
ROARzxzx X: .
xoxo 7:23 PM

i hate my mum .
just 'cause she's not eating for three days .
she go anyhow throw tantrum .
stupid detox programme thingie .
you want to do then at least control your anger can anot ?
don't anyhow scold me okay ?

fuck you .



sorry , bad mood now .____.
xoxo 6:17 PM

today last day of school ler .
hmm , bittersweet feeling bah .

anyways .
need to say something before i can continue .
mood totally spoileddddd .

so ,
to someone out there .
will you please fuck off .
stop copying other people .
just because you think we're not as good as you .
doesn't mean you can copy okay .
and tell you what ,
we're better .
so just stop copying okay ?
bitch .
STOP MAKING MY LAOPO ANGRY .
don't understand what is copyright .
then don't anyhow go copyright your stuff .
okay >=( .
xoxo 3:53 PM

errs , can't sleep .
even though i'm damn tired .
guess .
i'm too sad -,- .
oh whatever .
sis's trying to revive her hamsters .
yes , they're practically dead .
not really dead ,
just uber , uber weak .
like .
the most active one now lays down like ,
it's leg is broken or something .
now she's bathing them .
i was like ,
you should feed it first right ?
i mean ,
since saturday it's been deprived of food and water .
and you just want to make it clean ?!
omg D: .
problem alert , woman .
LOL .
she said she fed them liao .
aiya .
her hamsters , not mine .
i don't care la X: .
i'm tired restless .
i can't sleep .
i think i'll look like ,
a walking zombie tomorrow !
eeee o.o .
haha , nevermind .
i'm sorry if this's a lame attempt to humour myself .

; ``goodnight :D
xoxo 10:34 PM

back from cebu ;D .
which is in the philippines .
yeah , er .
actually went to mactan island on cebu (: .
oh whatever .
tomorrow's gonna suck .
reallllllly suck .
last day of school .
but seriously , i'll be invisible .
weeets . -,- .
and i'm sorry i came back today okay ?
i know everyone doesn't want to see me in school .
so whatever .
errrrr .
sorry to yl .
like , seriously sorry .
came home , my room door was locked .
like . super locked .
then my lappy was stuck inside ,
so couldn't online msn to talk to you .
sorry to make you wait , okay ?
goodnights anyways ;D .
came home .
maid said wind blew our room door closed .
then my sis freaked .
because her hamsters were insideee .
LOL .
then mum tried to open .
with one key after another .
got so pissed , she started kicking the door .
DDD: .
then she went to the box on the table .
and started throwing things out ,
then she was like ,
i'm crazy now , don't get in my way
D: . my mum's scary ): .
ah heck .
i'm gonna die tomorrow .
watch me wither -,- .

oh , lill note .
i HATEEEEE bloody copycats .
even though you don't talk to me now ,
i still have my rights .
so bloody hell fuck off . .
xoxo 10:23 PM

iceman is featured on shape magazine november issue ! ;D

HEEHEE .
everyone go buy !
ROFL .
err , the article about the flying trapeze .
yes yes .
go read (: .
and then go to rasa sentosa resort , sentosa to try it out ! ;D
err , i think you need to pay .
not sure , i just swing for free ;D .
check with the sea sports centre .
i think no need .
just go there and have fun ! (: .
oh , flying trapeze rocks ,
after you get over the fear of heights .
which i unfortunately have -,- .
but i swung okay !
and it rockssss ;D .
xoxo 8:04 PM

went to sentosa today .
so fun ;D .
but but .
the indian people . si bei zui ah -.- .
lols , whatever ;D .
sis and i bladed for awhile ,
then went to rasa to find goofy ! (: .
think he was working or whatever .
then chated to er . this person .
don't know his name ,
but he very de nice ;D .
offered me a job at pool bar .
because he saw me blading .
then he was like ,
because last time rasa used to have waiters roller blading .
and it was an attraction .
so he was like ,
you ask your mummy la .
then i was , okay ;D .
so then . found goofy .
followed him to his office .
then he ask us whether want to help paint wall or not .
lols ;D .
so then sis and i said yeah .
then we painted lor .
the toddler's room ((: .
paint paint paint ,
then went back to goofy's office .
the toot's club had this sandwich making competition .
so then they made liao .
goofy judge liao .
then brought to his office .
then i was like .
omg DD: .
the sandwiches looked weird .
ROFL .
there was tuna , mayonese , tomatoe , cucumber , fries , tomatoe ketchup and bread .
then they had to make .
lol , so then i tried one .
was quite nice actually .
ROFL D: .
then eddy came in ! ;D .
long time no see he liao .
then talk awhile .
he had to go back to the sea sports centre .
awwww ): .
then mummy came down .
so had to go home .
arghh .
so i guess i've got something to do during the holidays ;D .
i'm gonna be a blading waitress ;D !
exceptttt ,
i'm not getting paid .
because i'm underaged .
booooo ): .
well . at least i'll have fun ?
oh , new lifeguard at the pool !
student de .
so he usually comes at the 6-9 shift .
sam went for reservice .
and iceman went to beijing on course .
sadddd .
so now there's only bernard .
and the new guy .
)))): .

*note to self , make friends with new guy ;D .
xoxo 7:49 PM

i'm going to sentosa later ;D .
gonna roller blade .
not gonna swim .
DDDD: .
i guess , too lazy to wash out the chlorine from my hair .
LOL ;D .
maybe can bike .
need bring slippers lo (: .
oh oh .
and going overseas tomorrow .
i know someone's damn happy .
but whatever .
i don't give a damn about you .
coming back on the last day of school .
i wish i could come back .
on like , wednesday or whatever .
school sucks .
yes , SUCKS .
woah , and this's the first time tessa has ever said that .
well .
alot changed .
so whatever ;D .
still love the teachers though .
ohoh .
thanks mrs choo .
you made my day yesterday ;D .
and thanks to someone too .
for accompanying me .
and buying me cup noodles .
which i didn't eat .
lol , sorry ! D: .
;D . you guys rock .
xoxo 1:13 PM

stomach pain now -.- .
maybe because today was free ice cream day ! ;D .
i didn't eat anything before .
and had recess at like , 11 .
because today was also the prefects CIP project .
(: .
we went around collecting newspapers and everything ;D !
i went with clare .
we kept hogging the lift larh ,
always use go up and down .
ROFL .
but fun la , ;D .
then the un-fun part .
need to sort out -.- .
newspapers , zhi shi bao , glossy paper , non-glossy , old worksheets , coloured , non-coloured , books , magazines .
): .
i was doing the newspaper .
then after that , my fingers turned BLACK .
YER , ): .
and smelly !
ewwwww -.- .
then had the ice cream ;D .
but but .
i didn't eat anything before the ice cream .
so yeah D: .
then now stomach pain ): .
because didn't eat anything else .
since i had ice cream ,
i'm not entitled to anymore food D: .
says my mum .

oo , here's what didi says ( -.- ) :
-+LGY+-[Elle/Gy/Cervie Dii/L] says:
just don't starve yourself to anorexia, ok?
EEYER .
don't remind me ): .
haha .
because sometime in the middle of the year .
i became close to anorexia -.- .
so whatever ;D .
hey hey .
i lost like .
5 kg in 1 wk ?
oh whatever .
it was my mum who told me to run okay ): .
and don't eat after running .
LOL .
then ivan tan like force me to eat la -.-
he like don't allow me to run .
wtf ?
he was like ,
you bring your food here i see you eat then you can run .
ROFL .
then i was like , i run 20 round first .
then i eat okay ?
then he was like , okay .
so after i run i just zhao to canteen find people .
i never eat .
HAHAHAHA ;D .
xoxo 9:07 PM

hehehe .
made didi read my post .
and her reaction ,
priceless .

-+LGY+-[Elle/Gy/Cervie Dii/L] says:
*holds up a banner in chinese in Xi Jie* EXTRA! EXTRA! PEI SHI ZHONG YU YOU FAN CHI LE!!!!!!!!!

ROFLLLL .
funny funny .
>.< .
xiexie didi , xin yi .
for forcing me to eat (: .
ILY guys ;D .
LMAOOOO .


DIDI darling ,
you owe me a date !
;D . go out with you some day okay .
maybe can ask xin yi and twinneh along too (: .
ah heck , you still owe me a date !
ILYTB !
xoxo 8:09 PM


this is my dinner//reward .
TEEHEE .
an actual meal ! ;D .
ginie would know what i'm talking about .
i havn't like eaten properly for the past 3 days D: .
so today didi was like .
force feed me la -.- .
YERR .
but my mummy wants me to lose weight .
15 kg D:
so yeah .
i lost 2 kg over the past 3 days (: .
so she reward me with this .
yayyy (: .
the brown thingie is pork .
lmao .
didi must be so happy if she's reading this .
LOL .
but thankyou for your er , HTWOOH ? D: .
hehe (: .
okay , 13 more kg to lose . ;D .
and better lose weight faster .
i can't bear it with my mum starving me ): .
xoxo 7:09 PM

hello people .
just to let you know ,
tessa is DEAD
so don't bother to look for her anymore .
or talk to her .

meet MESSANGER
she's really nice (: .
and she'll love to help you pass messages .
really , she loves her job ! (: .



; ---TESSA MESSANGER
xoxo 4:01 PM

welcome back , ms cruz ! ;D .
yupp yupp , ms cruz is back in school ! (: .
i missed her like hell ): .
she was such a nice prefect mistress .
;DDD .
and she actually replies my smses ! (: .
haha , ms lee replies too .
but . aiyaa (: .
forgot to sms ms oo that time -.- .
she owes me childrens' day present !
hehe .
no wonder today sharon came outside class .
to ask me for ms lee's number D: .
don't ask me how i get so many teacher's numbers ;D
ANYWAYS .
the first thing ms cruz said to me was ,
tessa , go switch on the sound for the mic .
-.- !
because mrs vira was using the mic .
then i think the PA people switched it off while she was still using it .
so yeah .
then i was like , okay .
then ran up to switch off -.- .
in the morning ask me run here run there ): .
tiredddd
but whatever .
at least i'm at home slacking now ;D .
TEEHEE .
later i think gonna meet marissa jie ,
downstairs (: .
gonna have loads of fun again ! ;D .
but there's stupid construction work happening below our blocks .
so yeah ,
loud noises are gonna take over our ears !
poor ears ): .
xoxo 2:22 PM

today in the morning when i went for duty .
the place was like , so lit up .
can you believe it ? D: .
all the lights are usually asleep switched off .
but this time , ALL were switched on D: .
weirdddd .
but nevermind (: .
then maggie came .
talk to her awhile , then she was like .
eh , go put out the flags la before ms koh scold .
then i was like .
don't want la . i lazy D: .
because need to walk down one floor to put out the flags -.- .
so i was like , you come with me la .
then she was like , don't want !
so i was like , fine , i go put -.- .
so went down . then i don't know .
which flag is on the left and which on the right .
hehe D: .
so just put the national flag on the left .
then went up ,
i told maggie .
i don't know which comes first .
then she was like , when you say pledge .
then first flag you see is the school flag .
then i was like , shit i put wrong .
LOL . D: .
nevermind la (: .
at least no one noticed .
xoxo 2:16 PM

just came home (yeah , i went out again) .
went out with marissa jie at like 5 ?
we met downstairs at the playground (: .
then we walked to 7-11 .
marissa jie bought this funny long string thingie .
and it's edible ! ;D .
she said it was $1 .
then end up is like , $1.20 .
so she was like , stupid gst .
hahaha ;D .
then we went to the study corner (: .
talked and talked .
then we had fun smsing//calling someone .
can't name because someone told me not to D: .
before someone else kills someone .
so yeah , i promised i shall not name you ;D .
but thank you yeah for telling me .
then this group of guys came .
they looked scary .
like , coloured hair and all D: .
then they started to play music like , so loud luh .
so we don't care , there was a pillar between them and us .
then we just continued talking .
then we jumped off the table .
yeah , we were sitting on the table ;D .
then we started walking off .
then one of the guys was like ,
BYEBYEE .
LOLS ;D .
we don't care , just walk off D: .
then we went to this excerise place .
for seniour citizens .
haha , but it's FUN okay (: .
then played there .
then we went home .
hahaha . ;D .
xoxo 7:21 PM

just came back from paying my hp bill .
really over shot this month D: .
oppps .
but when i was like , walking back .
i walked pass this aunty .
then she stare at me .
like i got ten heads or whatever .
maybe because ,
i was wearing a short shorts .
plus my hair was covering half of my face ?
hahaha . don't care la (: .
stupid aunty .
don't stare at me ): .
if looks could kill ,
you would have murdered me ten times over D: .
xoxo 4:02 PM

created a new blog too .
with my lill sis ;D .

so everyone go see ;D .
and tag/link please .

http://www.prodigiously-mesmerizing.blogspot.com

; --thank you (: .
xoxo 2:42 PM

hahaaa . new fav song ;D .

was crapping with val on msn about love songs .
so yeah , found this song .
nice nice de ;D . but don't know who sung it .
by stone sour ;D .




Through Glass

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel?
That is the question
But i forget..
you dont expect and easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You cant expect a bit of hope
And while your outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what your staring at is me

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All i know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real?
So much to question
And never dare make up the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(No more sad voices)
Before you tell yourself
Its just a different scene
Remember its just different from what you've seen

Im looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
And all i know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head



And its the stars
The stars
That shine for you
And its the stars
The stars
That lie to you..
yeah-ah

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All i know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

And its the stars
The stars
That shine for you.. yeah-ah
And its the stars
The stars
That lie to you.. yeah-ah

And its the stars
The stars
That shine for you.. yeah-ah
And its the stars
The stars
That lie to you.. yeah-ah yeah

Ohhhoh the stars
Ohhh oh the stars that lie
xoxo 2:23 PM

i'm so sorry . again .
i know i've let you down time and time again .
i'm really sincerly sorry .
i didn't mean to leave you there .
but my mum called me D: .
i'm sorry .
i know you needed someone .
but i let you down .
i'm really really sorry .
really .
i swear . i'll be by your side .
no matter what .
okays . (: .
hey , cheer up okays .
no use thinking 'bout her anymore .
and letting her hurt you time and time again .
she's really not worth your time okay .
not worth you missing her or whatever .
just forget about everything okay (: .
and stop thinking about the sad times le .
i'm sure ther're more happy memories than sad ones .
so why think about the sad ones .
think about the happy ones luh (: .
they rock more .

i'm so SORRY .
i've been such a lousy friend .
but i'll still continue to be by your side
xoxo 10:34 PM

bored now nia D: .
msn seems really boring these few days .
there ain't seem to be many people online .
haha , except for someone .
who's online everyday (: .
lols . kor miss me ahs .
-.- , sorry lo .
i long time never talk to you ;X .
becauseeee .
i er . D: .
i'm talking to you now rights (: .
be happy yeahs . haha .
oh whateverrrs ;D .
i don't know why the US charts are so suckishy . o.o .
most of the songs not even nice luh .
no offffence D: .
yer . don't want to talk to you le kor .
i forgot my forum username -.- .
now cannot loggggin . D: .
sad .
i too lazy to make another account anyways -.- .
MAMA (:
you owe me a lunch date okay ! ;D .
missed you like hell ): .
last time saw you was like ,
last year dec ? D: .
ahh . almost one year never see you le . ): .
nevermind nerhs ,
must go out during holidays okay (: .
then we both won't rot at homeee ;D .


hey . you're weird .
i was suppose to tell you to change .
your attitude .
like , stop talking to me .
'bout those stuff -.- .
because .
i don't like it okay . D: .
sorry ,
D: .
xoxo 8:07 PM

changed skin . againnn .
like how many times already D: .
because i think the previous skin people can't click the navis -.- .
so go change again (: .
played audi with my sis for like .
so many hours already D: .
i leveled ! (: .
now lv 6 already . yay . haha .
but still noob like shit .
haha . i'm hungry o.o .
but don't want to eat -.- .
weird (: . but weird is nice . ): .
now my sis on msn -.- .
and i shall force her to blog on her blog .
because it's on the brink of death D: .
she shall save it ! (: .
haha .
anyways , go visit her blog okay (: .
oo , i still wanna audi ): .
anyone care to play with me soon ? ;D .
xoxo 6:48 PM

gonna play audition with my sis now (: .
when i walked into the study room .
she was like playing 185 bpm db4 -.- .
wth . and she was chancing lv 9 .
wtf ?
so pro la -.- .
i can't even chance lv 8 properly .
hahaha . all the way MISSS (: .
and no fair , she gets to use the keyboard .
which means she can 8k , but i can't .
unfairrrr .
lols , anyways .
i'm going to play now .
can look for my sis -WTF-bluedd or me promisedd (: .
rofl , don't look for my sis .
she sucks , so pro -.- .
but i bet everyone can beat her ((: .
hahaha .
xoxo 11:01 AM

so so so SORRY to someone .
because i fell alseep last night while chatting to you on msn D: .
then my charger got plugged out D: .
don't know why -.- .
then morning woke up at like , 9 .
my lappy DEAD .
arghhhh -.- . sad .
eheh . but really sorry worh .
think now you asleep bah .
so yeah , i don't disturb okays (: .


sorrrrry.
xoxo 10:12 AM

ohhs , and i changed my blogskin again too (: .
i don't really like non-navi skins .
so yeah , change lo ;D .
i seem so free today . o.o .
helping my sis make a blog .
help her find a skin .
insert it , edit it , fill it up .
twiceeee .
then helped her create a tagboard .
edited the colours , fonts and sizes .
twiceeee .
and changed my own blogskin .
plus ,
changed my tagboard's colours and fonts .
updated links .
recently , many people changed their links o.o .
so changed like , so many links ;D .
then then .
went to eat some cookies my mum baked .
that's practically the only things she lets me eat after 7 .
so yeah , because she baked them .
and they taste the best is you eat them fresh .
but was damn nice lar (: .
no school on monday .
yayyy (: .
no school on friday for me (: .
i'm going to er , philliphines ?
i don't know where i'm going .
sweet .
but i'll be gone from friday to monday .
back in school next tuesday , last day of school .
(: . but no one'll miss me anyways .
so whatever ;D .


to (WHATEVER PLACE I'M GOING) er , hello ? (: .
aiya , at least i know my mum .
booked everything already .
so whatever , go there and enjoy . (: .
xoxo 11:00 PM

i helped my sis remake her bloggy (: .
she forgot her old blog's url ,
so yeah . i helped her make a new one ;D .
so everyone , please be a darling .
and go to her new blog and tag//link ! (:


www.vivaciously--me.blogspot.com ;D .

clickly click . and go view it , even though it's plain . but , whatever (: .
xoxo 10:22 PM

i so hate . some people now D: .
i know hating is bad ,
but seriously .
aiya . who cares .
thanks val .
i know you won't belive them (: .
we so gotta go out some day together okay .
i need fresh air .
haha (: .
and quality time .
with some one who won't .
you know .
((: .
lols .

ILY ♥ .

-thanks.
xoxo 3:53 PM



just ate lunch . but but . my maid steamed fish head . and , i don't eat fish head -.- . so like , whatever . don't eat lo . i ate the french bean plus sausage in black pepper sauce o.o . with half a scoop of rice . not hungry nia -.- . then then , drank banana milkkkk (: . oo , i love banana milk . so nice . that time my mummy bought banana milk , then finish le , i ask my mummy buy again then she was like , that milk was banana milk ? then i was like yeah , then she was like , i didn't even know , i thought it was the regular milk . then i was like , you never drink ah . then she was like , ya lo , whenever i want to drink yall drink finish liao . hahahaha (: . but who cares , at least now got banana milk (: .
xoxo 12:49 PM

i'm going crazy with lyrics <3 (: .


False Pretence


Oh, it's time to let it go

The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you
When a friend tries to stab you right in the face
Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew
Don't sweat it, (it was) set on false pretense

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

All along you know you thought you got the best of me
(But) you were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face
I cannot believe you claimed you were my family
Don't sweat it - it's set on false pretense

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

Oh, it's time to let it go

I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold
You tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role?
It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

So play the game until you run out
And play the game into my hand
xoxo 12:21 PM

lovelayye lyrics (: .





Waiting


Feeling sorrow
for all the things you had to steal and borrow.
Bring back the days we had before tomorrow
relapse and then collapse into yourself once more.

Waiting for this life to change seems like it's taking me forever
and I can't hold on.
This light is breaking into the day
This life is going to change seems like it's taking me forever
And I can't hold on.
This light is breaking into the day

Void I can't fill.
The doctor tells me to relax and stand still
Prescribes me a new pill to quell my anger.
Wish I could make her pull herself up off the floor

Waiting for this life to change seems like it's taking me forever
and I can't hold on.
This light is breaking into the day
This life is going to change seems like it's taking me forever
And I can't hold on.
This light is breaking into the day
Again, into the day, again

Waiting for this life to change seems like it's taking me forever
and I can't hold on.
This light is breaking into the day
This life is going to change seems like it's taking me forever
And I can't hold on.
This light is breaking into the day

Take time to contemplate who you are and where you want to go.
Take time to comtemplate who you are and where you want to go.

Into the day.
xoxo 12:15 PM

i love the lyrics too . (: .


In Fate's Hands

I remember a year ago I was standing in the crowd
waiting for my chance to break through, my chance to live again.
Now it seems I've found some friends who finally understand
what it takes to make this dream come true, we'll be here till the end.

Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
come dance with me and don't you fake it.
Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
get close to me and don't you fake it.

Shout and scream my friends, connect with me and we'll pretend
this night will never end (whao oh) this night will never end.
Just let go you'll see together we'll do anything
this night will never end (whao oh) this night will never end.

Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
come dance with me and don't you fake it.
Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
get close to me and don't you fake it.

Oh, wish I could thank you all for what you have done
and all of the things that you have shared with me.
Oh, wish I could take you all to where I must go
wish I could take you all, I'll take you in my arms.

Dance, get on the floor, shake, get on the floor, break, get on the floor
Dance, get on the floor, shake, get on the floor, break, get on the floor

Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
come dance with me and don't you fake it.
Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
get close to me and don't you fake it.

I'm reaching out here to show you what we've been through
I think there's something we can share, that's completely new
or maybe I'm just insane, whao oh
Shake it, break it, get off your feet
xoxo 12:11 PM

i love this song . and the lyrics (: .



How Do I breathe


How do I breathe, yeah?
How do I breathe, yeah?

(Verse)
It feels so different being here,
I was so used to being next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There's no one to turn to.
I don't know why I let it go too far,
Starting over - it's so hard.
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.

(Hook)
I just had a wake up call,
Wishing that I never let you fall,
Baby you are not to blame at all.
when I'm the one that pushed you away.
Baby if you knew I cared,
You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),
Girl I should've been right there.

(Chorus)
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?

(Verse)
Girl I'm losin' my mind.
Yes I made a mistake.
I thought that you would be mine.
Guess the joke was on me.
I miss you so bad, I can't sleep.
I wish I knew where you could be.
Another dude is replacing me,
God this can't be happening.

(Hook)
I just had a wake up call (call),
Wishing that I never let you fall (fall),
Baby you are not to blame at all.
When I'm the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared (cared),
You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),
Girl I should've been right there.

(Chorus)
(And I wonder...)
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me (I'm saying),
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?

(Verse)
I can't get over you, no
Baby I don't wanna let go, no
Girl you need to come home
Girl come back to me
'Cause girl you made it hard to breathe
When you're not with me.

(Chorus)
(Tell me)
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go (where do I, where do I go)
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?

How do I breathe?

Without you here by my side?
How will I see (how will I see)
When your love brought me to the light (baby, baby)?
Where do I go (where do)
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me (you're not with me),
How do I breathe (how do I breathe)?
How do I breathe?
xoxo 11:52 AM

changed blogskin already .
(: . but but .
i slept at like , 4 yesterday D: .
so today woke up at 10 (: .
not even woke up .
because jasmine smsed me .
so yeah , woke up -.- .
last night ,
from like 2 .
after someone slept ,
went to go find new blogskin .
changed like , 6 times .
before this one .
hahaha , after satisfied then go to sleep lo .
so woke up already ,
went to call my daddy ((: .
today his birthday de ,
but he in KL on business trip .
so then i use the house phone to call .
because i don't want use my hp to call overseas D: .
then call le , say happy birthday etc. etc. ,
put down the phone .
then use com lo .
but my sis was using com also when i called .
so when i dc-ed her ,
because my house is single line connection -.- ,
she damn pissed la ,
she was like ,
aye , why you use the phone ?! .
make me dc !!
i was downloading something !
then she ended off with ,
fuck you asshole .
-.- , younger generations are so vulgar these days .
hahaha .
then i was like , you don't even know what today is .
then she just walk off .
wtfh -.- .
aiya , don't care her la (: .
but now connection back le .
she need to re-dl .
wahahahahaa (: .
and now she'll probably hate my guts .


//*- everyone's invited to my funeral (: . love to see you there . ♥ .
xoxo 10:32 AM

sad ,


current .

need to cry myself to sleep <3 .

oh whatever , i'm pathetic .
xoxo 12:55 AM

thankyous val .
for .
everything too .
i love you (: .
xoxo 12:30 AM

oh yeah , thanks to sherry too .
for being there for me ,
even at the most weirdest of times .
thanks for always talking me out of the dumbest solutions .
and always being there for me ,
and the cute emoticons ! haha .
i'm sorry because ,
what i've did for you ,
could never match up to what you did for me .
i love you , eggtart (: .
xoxo 12:25 AM

okay , my life , officially sucks .
like , all my friends are hating me now .
e.g. 6 hibi ? i don't know why , everyone's ignoring me .
did i do something ?
well , at least tell me right ?
other then just ignoring me .
but i guess that's okay , since this is not the first time .
and to my secret admirer . whoever you are .
can you stop calling me .
i don't know who the fuck you are .
ask you , you don't want tell me .
then keep calling me , like madman like that .
and to twinny & didi ,
thanks , for making my life that little bit better .
i love you guys .
thanks for not hating me though you hate my crap ♥ .
to jaclyn , maxene & shermin .
thanks my marshymallows and chocolate .
i'll never forget the fun times we had last year .
thanks for always being by my side .
i love you guys like hell , even though we're not in the same class anymore this year . ♥ .
to michelle & paula .
thanks for crapping my p6 life away .
hahaha , thanks for making my life bearable
thanks for talking to me , still .♥ .
i love you guys (: .
to xy & xy .
thanks for being there during recess to crap with me , didi , twinny & paula too .
and even though i don't know you two guys that well ,
but thanks anyways (: .
and the BIGGEST THANKS to someone .
thanks for like , chatting to me almost everyday .
either sms or msn or whatever .
thanks for loving me when everyone else hated me .
thanks for talking to me .
and sharing your problems .
thanks for listening to mine too .
even though i don't really know you for a long time .
you standing by me now ,
really means alot to me .
and sorry ,
if i've been a lousy friend .
because you've been the utmost great ♥ .
seriously .
i mean every single word i type here .
thank you .♥
xoxo 12:01 AM

i'm sad . don't know why . but ,
I NEED A HUG ):

sobs .
xoxo 11:58 PM