i want the answer .


why the fuck am i hurting myself .

because i care so much about you .
everyone tells me to give up ;
let it go .


but i cling on .
why ?
because .
because because .






















我爱你 .

simple as that . .____. .




you got what you wanted .
so now you'll just walk out on me ?



fine .
go ahead .
i don't care anymore .


i can't act anymore ;
wtf .
i can't don't care .
because i care way too much .

but do you ?
i don't think so .



lao ma lao pa erzi ;
thankkews for advice .
i think i got answer already .


i think ;
i won't wait anymore ,
sorry erzi .





but ,
i can't bring myself to do it .
i can't let go ;
not yet .


aikks TT .


i don't know ;
i really don't .




anyone got answer ? ): .
xoxo 8:30 PM