'm trying real hard but your heartbeat is fast ,



just like mine .






i seriously have no mood to blog .
i think cause 'm bored .



but tht sounds so contradicting .






whtever ,
i skipped two trainings so far .
wths .


'll probably die th nxt time 'm back .



-.-" .




but whtevers ,
'd rather die ,
thn no more training .



ohkay lol .
wishful thinking on my part doesn't help glitch reality .





so yeh ,
:D .



































lol ,
pictures have been scarce .
or extinct .
okay whtever .




Shermin was damn funny . o.o
we put my phone on th ,
stge thingie .
thn set it on self timer :D .


thts why we look like idiots .



LOL .



okay maybe just me ): .

































and 'm sitting on my bed blogging ,
while th rest are training .
zomg ,



* pangs of guilt on cue *



;o .






this is like ,
my fav pic even though it's so distorted o.o .










i seriously didn't edit it ): ,
but i cropped it .


cause Charmaine was in th pic -.- " .





LOL :D .




but i think it looks cool .




okay ,
'm going back to read my book .
which i have to use one yr to read ): .




can you imagine how many times i have to go back and forth to th library ?!
and keep returning and borrowing -.-"



lol .




but Shermin wants me too ,
so yeh .




shit ,
'm on page 144 .
lol .



maybe i shouldn't read ,
just listen to radio .
but thn it's so boringggg .



lol .



'm cutting my hair tomorrow .


!!!!!





trying to get back to her love ,
xoxo 5:21 PM