i don't know how to be fine

when 'm not





Okay,
didn't go to school today.

my head was superly pain when i woke up .


so i told my mummy,
and she thinks 'm ponning school.



Like,
wtf .



monday-thursday ,
've been sleeping at like,
1 am + ?

doing stupid homework and projects finish .
plus 've been staying back everyday ,


for netball ,
humanities cramming sessions ,
projects .



very tiring lahs -.-



Brittany told me ,
" Tessa , you are like part of every club in Singapore "


or somewhere along those lines ,
i wasn't really paying full attention .



but it kinda made me think ,
am i undertaking too much ,
for me to handle .




it's kinda scary ,
cause i know anytime now 'd break ,
under all this pressure .




should i cut myself out from any activity ?



've been quite quick-tempered lately .



i get easily pissed off by people and the class .
then i anyhow scold people ,
i don't wanna do this .




don't wanna blog about this ,











O Romeo, Romeo

wherefore art thou Romeo,
xoxo 3:26 PM