It's 11.21 pm.
This day is getting from bad to worse.

I need to start meditating man.
The crying needs to stop.

Or maybe I don't need to.
No one bothers anyway.

Once one have sinned does it mean that one is condenmed forever by his deeds?

Does it!?

Does repent and regret count for anything anymore?

I guess some people do not think so (for the latter).

Omg I should stop fucking up my life now.
Idiosyncrazies and impluses are getting me nowhere.

I wanna wake up from this contretemps.
Please?
xoxo 11:21 PM