A lot and nothing has been happening in my life.

My great grandmother just died.
Though I wasn't close to her I guess it kind of hit me real hard that she's gone, when I saw her body.
I don't know, I guess it just hit me that a life just ended there.

The monk there gave a speech in chinese and I was rly trying to catch something but I sort of fell asleep.
But I did catch this:

You can prepare for life and say that by next year I'm going to buy a house. By the next 10 years I'm going to have 'x' amount of money in my bank account. But have you ever thought that you could die tomorrow? Or next week? What about that?

And I guess he's right.
What about that?
What if I die tomorrow?
Would I say that I went w no regrets,
Or would I be contemplating about all the wasted time and unfinished tasks?

I guess it gave me sort of a wake up call.
Even thought I have no idea what I'm doing w my life,
I think I'm going to work hard next year and for once in my life concentrate on my studies.
Righhhht.




Pull a silly face and move on.


Anw, on the bright side (I guess)
I met my aunt's friend at the funeral and she signed me up for a competition.
So yeahhhhh.
Tomorrow's the second round and I need to go down.
Scared.
But I hope I'll make it through.
Fingers crossed xx.


I've been in such a quirky mood.

P/s: I really miss you.
xoxo 9:52 PM